tw: swearing, su1c1de

Why does karma happen towards me? People begin thinking i'm attention seeking and thinking i'm a kid, especially for 1 user, i don't want this to happen towards me... i'm crying, everything is hard for me... i don't know if that user is wrong or not... maybe it's my low self esteem that makes me overreact and think other people act mean towards me, i take nothing as a joke, is it me? Or should i trust no one...? I guess i'm distancing me away from other people

i don't wanna start drama but i think i'm a bad person

WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME!? WHY DOES NO ONE FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME??? I DON'T GET IT!!! I WANNA END THIS FOR GOOD BY SELF HARM TO SEE IF I BLEED TO DEATH